Monday, June 2, 2008

Calm Before the Storm

Oh, stress.

In the past 12 hours, I've been substantially quiet at work. I have the exterior of being calm and cool, but underneath .... I'm feeling the anxiety so much that I want to rip at my skin. Bite my nails. Shut the door and close myself off.

The default is to make others nervous with my own nervous energy and words. Yet now, my silence appears be even worse. It's the thought that something's coming - and others don't know how to brace themselves for a quiet Tera.

Tera, quiet?

Yeah, that's definitely a storm brewing.

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